Why? What's the point? For what purpose?

Why?

This question constantly rings in my head!

Why am I here, what is my purpose?

Why do I constantly feel like a fraud?

Why do people always awe at the work I do, yet I see it as mediocre?

Why?

Why do I feel cursed, when in fact I'm blessed beyond measure?

Why do I not get satisfied, even though the work of my hands is transforming thousands of lives?

Why do I always ask myself why?

Why do I always feel like a million people in my head?

Why? Why? Why?

Why, even though I am winning, I feel like self-sabotaging?

Tried music. Tried art. Tried coding. Tried design.

None seem to answer my question.

I am going to make it my life's mission to be able to answer this question.

So simple, yet seemingly like I can not find answers for it.

Until then, I am going to ask you the same question.

Why?